I've been hanging around places where I can think and makes me calm, I even went to Anime Expo and did some thinking there while talking with LittleKuriboh, Vic Mignagna, Jennifer Brazas, and only a couple words with Johnny Yong Bosch (though it sucks I didn't got the chance to take a pic with him, oh well, next time) and as I've been looking around in Youtube, I've found a video that makes me feel like it's how my life has been from beginning to today. And you know what, I don't care what people view me ass, I'm just one person. Nothing big, nothing small, only something simple; Human. But as humans grows, we deal with the ultimate test that's called "Life", it can really be an ok challenge or it could be kicking your ass and knocking you down. But from what I've reviewed the huge events in my life, I come to the conclusion that I'll have to take life head on, fight back, get back up and keep on fighting it away. People change, people don't, but the one thing that shouldn't change... Is you. Change your pros and cons if you like, but don't change You who is You. Don't be like someone else or become something you're hiding behind an image, be You, the only You who knows how to live life to the fullest.

I've look back at my life for as long as I can remember, and all those hardships I've endured; Parent's Divorce, Eldest Brother Responsibilities, Heart Aches and Breaks, and as well as different changes in my life only says that I'm experiencing Life's ups, downs, and most hard one of all it's sucker punches. And yet, I'm alive, and I'll stay alive till the very end of my own story in life. There's an Anime character who I see as an image of going through hardships and yet keep on smiling forward till the end, Kamina from Gurren Lagann, and as I live my challenge through and through, I'll be like him to face whatever comes right at me. So yea, come at me, hit me as much as you can. Cause the only thing that'll damage me is life, the only person who will change me is me, and I'll just have to go through whatever obstacle comes right at me. No matter the odds, I'll just have to pull through it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KsTCXbz2364


-UPDATE-

I now have a Steam account and playing TF2 like crazy, anyone interested joining in with me add me and send me a shout

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