So, because of my own stupidity, I forgot my password to FA last Saturday, and had to do a hard reboot on my phone (the only bit of tech I have until the divorce is finalized). Mix that with the fact that my email didn't match on the password reset for some reason (i blame my phone) , and that explains why I couldn't access my profile for a few days...
But thanks to a few awesome people, I was able to get my password reset, and now I'm officially back, baby! Just wanna do a few shoutouts for everyone who was able to help or did what they could to help...
 foxamoore  sargashContola  slushie-nyappy-paws  blekarotva

thank you all so much! You really don't know what this website means to me, let alone what your kindness and awesomeness to help me out means to me! I'm so glad I'm in a community that is so able and willing to show some commission to a person in need!
And to everyone else who I didn't have any means to contact outside of FA, make sure you go and throw some love and money towards these awesome pplz!