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Suicidal Feelings.
12 years ago
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I've recently been diagnosed with MDD. And things still keep on getting worse and worse. My mom may be fired because of the whole academy thing going on in English schools, and her absence, and as she's single, we may lose the house. With my dad gone, we'd be homeless, pretty much. Seeing as I -just- missed out on the grades to get to university as well means I can't go there to escape it. Things just keep on getting worse and worse for me. I've tried so hard to fight these urges, and I'm already receiving help but nothing works. I don't feel like my death would be a bad thing any more. I feel that it'd finally get me away from everything, like a release from everything.
I don't know what to do any more. I don't want to scare anyone, or annoy anyone, but, I really need to get it off my chest. Someone, please, help?
I don't know what to do any more. I don't want to scare anyone, or annoy anyone, but, I really need to get it off my chest. Someone, please, help?
Call me cold but I see suicide as a selfish thing and will not mourn for those who take their own lives.
The time will come when you make an attempt. Its almost inevitable from my experience. Before you finally do it, think about everything. The bad, the good, what do you want in life, how would you get it? and always remember, life is random. You could be homeless one day then end up in bed with a billionaire looking for his/her significant other the next. The future can be harsh but not with out something good in return.
Hope this helps in some way, and you need anything, just say so mate
He is what keeps me going, he's what gives me reason to go on. No matter how far away he is or how bleak my chances of getting to be with him look, he still gives me the strength to carry on. You've just gotta hang in there, buddy.
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