I've been trying to find someone these past few weeks because I'm lonely and sad, I've been trying everything in my power for me to actually get someone but it has never worked, I've got a whole life a head of me I know and I'm being selfish when I say this but I want someone now, not in a years time or even in a months time, I want someone to have and to hold close to me, physically and emotionally. I know many may say it just happens and I can't control it, but that doesn't change the fact that I want someone...

Sorry this is more just a vent peice than anything else, I just needed to get some feelings out of me and this is the best way I know how, again sorry