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Having a really day/night/to next morning Rant..... sort of.
12 years ago
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Well it didnt start out all bad....
Went out to lunch with my mate and we had a good time. As the day went on though it just has been hanging on bad emotions.......
1. Mate getting mad about little things when i am only trying to ask certain things. not yelling not being snippy..... just wanting to know what is going on. He gets mad when i dont drop everything for him either and take him where he wants to go right that second..... when i have something to do myself... (streaming, commissions, sewing for cons, etc.)
2. My cosplays i have to make look like they arent going to get done or look the best for Anime Iowa....... end of the month..... its partly procrastination and just no motivation or pick me up complements to get it done......
3. HERES THE BIG ONE: after i got done dropping off the mate at our house..... well I almost go hit by a car....... totally came out of no where and thank goodness we didnt touch..... not an expense i need right now..... (i am fine.... just really upset that it COULD have happend....)
4. (set off the "throwing my paws up" giving up) I have been working on a piece for some good friends of mine for over 9 hours i was sure i saved (guess not) but my computer started to lag up and get all wacky. So i tried to save for sure and computer ended up just freezing/lagging/ whatever it was doing even more.... so i said FiNE and shut it off..... (did know if something got into my computer or not and messing with stuff.... so i did what i thought was right..) Well now all that work is gone .... and im doomed....... not really but if you were in my stream.... all of that is gone....... *cries*
5. Not sure how the house moving is going.... since mate has stopped really caring to pack and/or clean up...... nor do i know if the termite inspection is going good....
6. Con stress is kicking in to the fullest..... I always get this way and its painful. I dont have to be "Mommy" at the cons but i like to make sure my friends are looked out for. and i have alot going on this year.
7. Im wanting to go back to school for some simple classes. Ceramics, belly dancing, or maybe even some violin lessons.
Sorry if this is just whinning to you.... but im really exausted by everything going on.
Thanks for listening.....reading.... have a good day....
Tawnysweet
Went out to lunch with my mate and we had a good time. As the day went on though it just has been hanging on bad emotions.......
1. Mate getting mad about little things when i am only trying to ask certain things. not yelling not being snippy..... just wanting to know what is going on. He gets mad when i dont drop everything for him either and take him where he wants to go right that second..... when i have something to do myself... (streaming, commissions, sewing for cons, etc.)
2. My cosplays i have to make look like they arent going to get done or look the best for Anime Iowa....... end of the month..... its partly procrastination and just no motivation or pick me up complements to get it done......
3. HERES THE BIG ONE: after i got done dropping off the mate at our house..... well I almost go hit by a car....... totally came out of no where and thank goodness we didnt touch..... not an expense i need right now..... (i am fine.... just really upset that it COULD have happend....)
4. (set off the "throwing my paws up" giving up) I have been working on a piece for some good friends of mine for over 9 hours i was sure i saved (guess not) but my computer started to lag up and get all wacky. So i tried to save for sure and computer ended up just freezing/lagging/ whatever it was doing even more.... so i said FiNE and shut it off..... (did know if something got into my computer or not and messing with stuff.... so i did what i thought was right..) Well now all that work is gone .... and im doomed....... not really but if you were in my stream.... all of that is gone....... *cries*
5. Not sure how the house moving is going.... since mate has stopped really caring to pack and/or clean up...... nor do i know if the termite inspection is going good....
6. Con stress is kicking in to the fullest..... I always get this way and its painful. I dont have to be "Mommy" at the cons but i like to make sure my friends are looked out for. and i have alot going on this year.
7. Im wanting to go back to school for some simple classes. Ceramics, belly dancing, or maybe even some violin lessons.
Sorry if this is just whinning to you.... but im really exausted by everything going on.
Thanks for listening.....reading.... have a good day....
Tawnysweet
Hope you start having a better day.