sighs..* lately i have been talking and hanging out with a few select ppl that i care for and honestly i don't think they feel the same but thats life you have ppl you can tust an ppl that screw you over in the long run and can hurt you bad. well im honestly sick and tired of having my heart strings played with. i tired of hurting and being a fucking play toy for anyone!!if i show somone affection they always find a way to shove it back in my face like im the one that fucked up..making me seem like the ass hole well no more my heart is getting closed only 2 maybe 3 ppl wil ever know how i truly am anymore..