So I really haven't said much here on whats going on with me health wise. I have been off work for the past week and a half with what looks like a torn rotator cuff in my left shoulder. I have loads of pain in my left shoulder that goes down threw my arm to my hand making it so I cant do much of anything even getting dressed.

As things are right now it looks like I might be having to have surgery becuase I have lost a lot of range in my arm and cant even really pick one of my babies [ferrets] up with that hand with out there being a lot of pain to the point I have to switch hands or drop what I am holding [only dropped a ferret once and it was fine]most of the time I can only hold one to two pounds at a time in that arm. On top of all that my new pain med makes me sleepy the first time I took it last night I was out for a good 8 hours and today my body wanted to take a nap but fought it off with eating kitkats and drinking AZ tea... man that's some good shit tough, my arm really doesn't hurt any more which is good

I have to see a few more doctors and have a few more test before I find out for sure weather or not I am slated for surgery.

So yeah if I end up diapering for a while that's why