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17 years ago
Ah yes, things are looking bleak in America but hey I think that's just cause everyone is angry, sad and feel hopeless about current events. I personally been dealing with noise all year but moving through it and making the best of things is a technique that I need to master, I use to be good at being an optimist but I started to let little things affect me.
Enough of being weak though I have way to many people in my life like that at the moment. The huge problems that seems to plague me with the ones I know is that they turn more towards to apathy, sadness, hate, non-confrontation and my favorite anger. I personally chilling the anger because I'm trying to get back to how I was and not let the little thing affect me. As for other people and all there's missteps, I can only try and be there for you all but damn does that get taken advantage of, I never seem to get any reciprocation.
As for other fun stuff that has been going on, good friends are all moving away to the magic land of California where your dream comes true I guess. I worry about them because that state is hella fucked for money and they can't pay anyone anything out there and the cost of living is through the roof. Although if they have a dream that they want to achieve and really really work for it they can get it, just there timing makes it hard.
I also have been getting a lot of random people that want to fight me because they think I'm gay, this is where my anger gets the best of me because I can't stand intolerance! A person should be who they want to be and I'll step up to fight for that, even though I really shouldn't but people that start shit really are never going to learn from non-violence or violence, their just dumb. I just have to keep thinking of non-violent ways because a lot of chaos gravitate to me.
Lastly I have to give a moment of silence for Rob at my work he died of skin cancer and that dude was a bad ass downhill biker, he also made me laugh.
Enough of being weak though I have way to many people in my life like that at the moment. The huge problems that seems to plague me with the ones I know is that they turn more towards to apathy, sadness, hate, non-confrontation and my favorite anger. I personally chilling the anger because I'm trying to get back to how I was and not let the little thing affect me. As for other people and all there's missteps, I can only try and be there for you all but damn does that get taken advantage of, I never seem to get any reciprocation.
As for other fun stuff that has been going on, good friends are all moving away to the magic land of California where your dream comes true I guess. I worry about them because that state is hella fucked for money and they can't pay anyone anything out there and the cost of living is through the roof. Although if they have a dream that they want to achieve and really really work for it they can get it, just there timing makes it hard.
I also have been getting a lot of random people that want to fight me because they think I'm gay, this is where my anger gets the best of me because I can't stand intolerance! A person should be who they want to be and I'll step up to fight for that, even though I really shouldn't but people that start shit really are never going to learn from non-violence or violence, their just dumb. I just have to keep thinking of non-violent ways because a lot of chaos gravitate to me.
Lastly I have to give a moment of silence for Rob at my work he died of skin cancer and that dude was a bad ass downhill biker, he also made me laugh.
As for Cali, Gene will be alright here. It's home to her and I'll poke her ass now and again to keep her in line. ;)
Fuck the haters over there in CO. There's much of the same everywhere and I'm never pleased to hear shit from anyone that thinks anyone different than themselves is inferior. Fuck 'em.
Cheers mate.
Good to hear you're calming yourself down though. No need to be wasting energy on just getting annoyed or angry all the time. It's bad for your health anyway. Sucks that your friends are bailing on you when you need them though, but that's just the curse all us good folk have to suffer. Who listens to the people that listen, ya know? But for what it's worth you do have me to kick around in times like them, provided I remember to turn the messenger on.