So i bought a kitty! but.. I cant keep him. He's so cute and little and looks like a cat i once had, all gray with white on him. I named him Leon after Leon Kennedy from Resident Evil 4 *blushes* Hes so dreamy... yeah, Anyway, I bought him because me and my x were talkin about getting one for his new apartment. It was more like i brought up the idea and i bought leon for him. There was another one that was fluffy and long haired that i wanted but he wanted him so i wasn't going to argue. but its a kitten, cute is a garauntee!

Well, i tried my hardest to make things work. But he who throws rocks in glass house is not wise. And the way he is, "sometimes I guess there aren't enough rocks" - Forrest Gump. He spread a big lie about me at work (yes we work together, not smart) so after that public trashing, i cant show my face there and actually hold my head up high.

I guess this is the time for me to continue building my bridge across to Razi island lol. How could i have been so blind? My knight in shinning armor has been sitting out infront of my house with that poor bleach white horse who probably died from mal-nutrition a long time ago. The bouque of flowers he was holding have died and withered away too. Its the thought that counts though, lol.

I just dont know anymore. I wish things could go back to the way they were back in the day when she actually came home with him and the four of us would sit and play video games and talk. Not saying i dont like where I am right now but I dont. Its not the same and I cant go back in time. I just have to move on with what i have. That always works right?

This time around I am going to make sure I dont let anyone get under my skin that much to where i dont know if they are friend or foe. Lets hope it works.. Again.

***Oh yeah and BTW, I have plenty of new pictures i would love to submit and i'm trying to get them up but I am technilogically challanged right now.