Welcome back! Looking forward to see what you come up with!

thank you kindly

Welcome back ^.^

thank you ^-^

thank you Volfenstu you been great to me and I really appreciated your patience and understanding your the best!
I will be getting constructive criticism your peace before I post it here but it acualy is Nealy done for once (so long as I dont have to completely restart the peace again for the ... for the 5-6 time I think it be ok) sorry for the wait and delays on the peace hopefully you get to see it soon and thanks again

Im glad that you're coming back & I can't wait to see what you have to share with us! I really hope that you're feeling better (I know this journal is a month old, but Im hoping you're still alright!) I also wanted to poke you about our art trade. I still have the original I drew for you here, so whenever you're able to note me your address I will ship it out to you!

hello to you too and thank you.
its been a wile since I was active on FA I seriously need to plan out posting days or something cus I still haven't gotten around to updating this account with more art. I dont like posting.. but I be doing some in the near future hopefully :/

I mostly just added the journal because the last journal I had up said I was in the hospital and I haven't been active in months so it docent help any anyways I'm fine. been keeping busy. if your dead set on sending me the original picture I can send you my address but you dont haft to if you dont want to.

as for the trade it self I may do you something new since my drawing style has changed drastically since then,
if you would like to have the older file I can send you the psd your way or if you just want me to just to shade the old peace and send it your way I can do that too.

Ooo I haven't even seen it! I'd be interested :)
It's up to you if you want to do something new or not! If you feel like you want to then of course that would be awesome! Funny how when artists draw they sometimes don't "see" their style until they look back at their older art, lol

Im happy to see that you're active! I was hoping you still came on FA so you would see this <3
I've already scanned the original so I can make prints (is this still ok?) but the original would just gather dust unless I sold it, and of course it was made for you, so you could have it if you want it! I know some people dont actually like the physical art...one commissioner in the past told me to just re-sell their commission because they dont have a place for art! lol

absolutely your more then welcomed to sell prints its your art after all (heck I buy one too)
I'll note you my address and mailing info if you would still like to send it I love the picture.

well before I was still finding my style and I was trying to do things in a way that I wasn't as great at doing until more recently when I found I'm more confidante with paining then I am with line art and my works been going better since I made the change.

idk if I can send over the psd file via FA so I may need to send you it by email unless you just want the image it self so I can send over the old artwork just as a jpg or something.

though now that things are dieing down in the way of commissions and whatnot I can finally work on a lot more personal works so I can do you a new image in a decent amount of time... rather then leaving you waiting for many months on end with little to show for it because I was berried under so meany other works... I learned my lesions not to bite of more then I can chew and not to try to do everything all at once it not only leaves others disappointed but my self as well. kinda a lose lose situation if you ask me... anyways I leaning and making a effort to become more organized and whatnot so if I do ever start commissions again I have a better time frame up as well as a reasonable due dates for my work. I been really unorganized in the past hopefully I get better with time ^_^;

Sorry for the delay in responding! I really looooved working on your piece so I'd love to send it to you! :)
My email is SgtRubberSoul gmail.com (no space, of course)
I've always wanted to watch a stream, but Im super busy at home & can't watch it on my phone. :(

I so know what you mean, right now Im working hard to get my older commissions worked on, but sometimes the guilt makes it hard to get the motivation to work on it & after a long wait I dont want to disappoint the person waiting x_x Once I catch up it will feel amazing to have a clean slate!

thanks for the email I'll send you the old file.
my problem is I want to please everyone but by doing that I please no one..and before this I didn't know my limit of how meany works I could take up at once now I do. its been a learning process and it better to learn now then to make mistakes latter on.
but I agree it hard to fell inspired with emotions like guilt or frustration self doubt and other negative emotions clouding the brain, everyone has there own way of copping and working though it. I usually try to focus my emotions into my art when I can to try to bring some seance of life though my work but it docent always work out that way .. anyways I try to do what I can.
and I agree it would be fantastic to have a clean slate again and start again without any worry of past events ect I will be going back to school again hopefully in the near future, so hopefully that be my chance to really grow as a artist.