I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore.......... Every wall has eyes and ears,every move I make being watched........ No joke either...... : ( There is no where I can go to feel safe,every dirty secret out for everyone to know,yet I don't know theirs.......... Everybody has something over my head,feeling almost like anybody could black mail me in the drop of a hat.......... : ( I wish there was somewhere I could be free,be myself,without worry of something being saved or recorded just to be used against me if it should benifit another.......... I'm just confused and lost,but never to the point of harming myself,just wish to escape......... Maybe I should just cage myself up again and pretend to be happy,just live the rest of my life not thinking and just trudge through life alone.