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Its weird how life works huh?? (good news and rantish)
12 years ago
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its weird recently i had something amazing happen to me that made me think all the good i try to do for people is finally paying off, those who no me know i have a shady past and that my one goal in life is to do my best to make others happy and do right by them, my karma has been screwed up for so long i sometimes feel that no matter how much good i do ill never make up for the past..... but then a ray of hope.
so Kevin (my moms boyfriend) is osm he makes my mom happy and takes care of her and considering since i was 9 that was my job, im relived that she has someone else she can depend on. well recently Kevin took me shopping I don't own many cloths as im sure those who see me have realized by now so it was a osm treat, he told me i could get 100$ in cloths i mean what a crazy nice thing to do!!! i got some pants (I've owned one pair for the past yearXD) some shirts even a nice pair of work boots!!!! i was so grateful Kevin is osm not only does he make my mother happy ( witch is the only thing i really care about) but he treats me to this like its nothing! I ended up leaving with 100$ worth of close... and a Iphone 5!!! WHAT?! i didn't think this kinda thing happens in real life when I asked why he said "just because, you deserve it" I was in tears i couldn't believe how generous he was and just because ?!
the thing is although im grateful for everything, im still so stressed its gott to the point where i cant seem to answer a simple question with out studdering, idk i just want things to calm down i guess.... so i got away from home since its a ball of stress right now im hoping to calm down a bit in Littlerock before heading home on Wednesday to see my cousin, i haven't seen her since she was 6 and shes 16 now ;.; but yea i suppose this is somewhat a rant journal sorry if ive been posting alot of them recently
so Kevin (my moms boyfriend) is osm he makes my mom happy and takes care of her and considering since i was 9 that was my job, im relived that she has someone else she can depend on. well recently Kevin took me shopping I don't own many cloths as im sure those who see me have realized by now so it was a osm treat, he told me i could get 100$ in cloths i mean what a crazy nice thing to do!!! i got some pants (I've owned one pair for the past yearXD) some shirts even a nice pair of work boots!!!! i was so grateful Kevin is osm not only does he make my mother happy ( witch is the only thing i really care about) but he treats me to this like its nothing! I ended up leaving with 100$ worth of close... and a Iphone 5!!! WHAT?! i didn't think this kinda thing happens in real life when I asked why he said "just because, you deserve it" I was in tears i couldn't believe how generous he was and just because ?!
the thing is although im grateful for everything, im still so stressed its gott to the point where i cant seem to answer a simple question with out studdering, idk i just want things to calm down i guess.... so i got away from home since its a ball of stress right now im hoping to calm down a bit in Littlerock before heading home on Wednesday to see my cousin, i haven't seen her since she was 6 and shes 16 now ;.; but yea i suppose this is somewhat a rant journal sorry if ive been posting alot of them recently
But She having an ok summer with a few sleep overs and going to a camp ground on the weekend.
I really do like the abstract line art myself since they are very different from what I seen on the web. But I need to get into the tarot cards again to clear them from the que. did you see my wip for a fur suit I am making?
And yes!! I'm stoked to see how it comes along, I'm surprised your not busting at the seems with all that talent you got in ya!!
Also I'll bug ya with one more question, how's your hubby doin?
LOL my bf and I are doing good so no complaints . We will be celebrating 3 years together in Sept.
Na I have a rabid hamster in a wheel in my head when it comes to art. I just enjoy people loving my stuff more then anything.
And yea well when your a great person and you make great art as well is hard for people not to love your work!!
I think ima try to take a nap now before the studying begins again, it was osm chatting !!
You honestly are a nice guy.
I'm grateful for all the nice things you have done for me.
8Hugs* =^-^=
Perhaps maybe next time I'll be more sociable.
Can't blame a guy who's shy can ya?
I don't exactly have much social experience so it's kind of hard to...
*Pulls hoody over face.*