*offers hugs and an ear to listen*

O.O

wait wait what do youy mean 'have the old vet' back? And where did you go on skype, you suddenly disappeared from it

You know i don't want to deal with this bullshit anymore. If they want you they can have you. I'm sorry, but this is going no where and im not having any of it anymore.

I just want to fucking disappear. They're made my life a living hell and i can't fucking take it. i can't even stream to my watchers without these stalkers watching me like im the fucking news. And if it's because they hate me, well then i guess i'll give back what they want, huh. I'll be miserable, and they can win.

I'm sorry vet. I know I saved you from the bullshit you were in when we met... but it looks like i can't win this war. im giving up... and if they want to bad mouth -me- for giving up on you, i hope they remember they're the one who put too much damn pressure on me.

No Cherry, don't, please. I -DON'T- want to be with them at all, nor do I want to associate with them knowing what they've done to not only us but those we've known too. I CAN'T deal with them no longer, and I don't want to lose you.

You're my everything, you're the one who pulled me out of the deep depression I was in, being an alcoholic and wanted to jump off of a third story building. You've done so much good for me, and they're just friends who got hurt for me not being as opened as before for, basically more or less, me being a damn slut. Really, that's all it is at this point. Being used like one for their own fun and games.

You're not the only one fighting it either, you know I'm doing all that I can to push them off and tell them otherwise, but they never listen, they never do. And it shows by what's going on right now.

Please Cherry, please, don't do this to me. I can't lose you. I can't lose the person that I've felt actual love for in over 19 years of my life.

If they'll never listen then what's the point. Why should i keep fighting if they're too thick to fight. if logic won't get through to them, then i just can't fucking win. Why fight a war you can't win.

Im sorry to both you and Tansho. Im sorry I ruined your lives by... simply giving you my protection and affection.

You'll meet plenty of others... You have that charm... im just bad luck anyway.

No Cherry, please don't go, we'll be heartbroken, the both of us can't get ahead in our lives without you. We had so much planned for OUR future, when we will be able to ignore those who causes harm in our social life on the internet. Please don't go. I need you, we both need you. I know I wouldn't be able to move on without having you by my side along with Tansho. I just can't....I just can't..

I can't handle it. Im sorry.

PLease don't please. Cherry please, we can keep this going, all three of us. Your real life friends who cares about you too, knowing how good of a person that you are, including in real life. We all met up in real life and know how we are. PLease, don't..please don't...

Please don't, I need you....

Huh? Not sure I follow either.

Posted a journal on DA about this, but didn't mention your name. Thought you might wanna look at it.

Woah wait what the fuck is going on here???

haha what

WHAT IS HAPPENING???
Don't do that!!

Cherry. Don't do this, your making a mistake. I've been in that place before and it's not a good place to be. Don't listen to others about what they want. YOU are your own person and YOU make the decisions. Vetom and Tansho need you, You do exist in their lives, they'll support you and Vet needs you now more than ever.

Fuck Lightna and Retsu and others who complain about that. Go back to the nice Cherry we all know and like in a friendly way, Don't walk in that dark path of abandonment.

What ever they want that you don't want it to happen, they're not in control, pretty much you have that power so screw them