Hello guys! I know its been a while since my last journal so I want to let you all know whats going on. I'm job hunting, I'm so hoping that I can find a job. I would love to start working, I'm excited for it. But in 42 more days I'll be going to see DenNami for two weeks. I'll be able to spend time with him on his birthday! I'm super excite to see him! And he's just as excited as I am. Its interesting though because I can feel change happening, like we can get closer than before. I think about it a lot, but I feel it more so... I'm rambling on. I know that not everyday is going to be love-dovey and happiness, so even on the rougher days I want to be able to show him how I feel and get to see his response to me.

On a different note, my mom's been really pushing me to get a job, but I don't know too many places that would let me work for a month then take off two straight weeks. I could be wrong, but people would just be like "Yeah... How about you try this again later." Like I said to DenNami, I'm more of a planner and striking when I know my chances will be high in stead of doing things like this on the spur of the moment. Either way I'm hoping for someone to look at me and my credentials and be like "Hmmm I think she's good enough to hire, let's call her in for an interview." I know it won't be easy but with so many places looking for people to employ you'd think that at some point after filling out (what may feel like) your thousandth application someone would finally say yes. I hope someone says yes for two reasons, 1) I'll be that much closer leaving Chicago and 2) I'll get my mom off my ass for a moment.