Well i've been having a bit of a hard time lately
we planned out first vacation!
to branson MO

and um well it's being pushed, we thing
because my mom might have throat cancer..
I'm really worried about her, she says not to be worried though
I don't care about the vacation I just hope she gets better

my dad works at a nursing home and a lady there has the same problems as my mom, and she recently found out she has throat cancer, so my dad came home and was really worried about it and he felt her throat to see if there was any irregularities and of course she had a lump, and just today she was complaining of a second lump in her throat, I dunno, I'm just really worried and stuff, but I hope this goes over well
she had an appointment to get an ultrasound on her throat and to look at something else thats been worrying her

i dunno i just ... trying to keep you updated,
theres been some unwanted dA drama lately I've not wanted to deal with
the amount of how many times I've been insulted in the last 16 hours is amazing honestly
I'm sorry I'm going so slow on commissions and trades guys, I'll try to fix that soon.
its /that time of the month/ as well (sorry for the TMI) so my emotions are off the freaking roof and I feel a bit hysterical and I don't want to do much but sit here, doodle and try to maintain my mood..

i hope you all are having a good summer
take care, and thank you for reading