I need to be on here more I admit that when I came to this site I made a commitment to keep up with posting and submissions and now I can't even keep up with the 2 requests that I have, I started one of the two but doing requested work is more difficult than I expected when I'm used to only doing my stuff not to mention this has been a busy summer. And yeah normally I wouldn't bother you with the issues of my life but it seems like fewer and fewer people are reading my journals so yeah I'm just going to go for it.

So in the past week I've gotten into a fight with my girlfriend which is nothing super new and perhaps some wouldn't even call it a fight no yelling or really mean words but I guess some of my actions did not live up to her expectations and now she doesn't want to talk to me but even though that's happened before it feels like this time is different I don't know it seems as though she's changing somehow but in any case that resulted in me drawing vent art instead of requests or my comic.

Then my grandpa got another infection which we weren't too worried about because it seems to happen all the time but what really upset me about that is the fact that while I was sitting with him I was reminded of his deteriorating memory which seems to run on my mom's side of the family a fact that scares me because I really really don't want my family to forget me years down the road. So that lead me to draw more sad vent art.

So needless to say I have drawn plenty of sad artwork over the past week which has done nothing but worry my mother and make my dad think I've turned goth or something. Anyway I will continue to be slow on this site until school starts then hopefully I'll be back on schedule.

Have an amazing day everyone!!!