I am at the rehab center. as most of you know I had a stroke. I've lost mobility in my right arm, leg, and have slurred speech. I'm a usually physical guy having been a marine and such. This has been psychologically devistating to me. Sometimes I break down and cry. Other times I wish this stroke had killed me. I feel so useless and broken.


However, times like these also show you who your real friends are. I'm discovering this and to those who are trying to help you have my eternal thanks. To those who have distanced themselves I don't blame you. I'm not you resposability so no harm no foul.

I'm doing what i can to beat this. I'm not giving up even though sometimes I want to.

Thanks everyone.