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First Past Life Maybe?
12 years ago
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So Monday while the pack and my brother and his boyfriend were over, I think I saw a past life I've had. And I think it was possibly my very first life since it felt very ancient. Even more ancient than my ancient Greek one I've seen bits and pieces of. I kind of fell asleep in my dad's chair while I had my huge stuffed white tiger on me while we were watching a movie. Aiden noticed me shivering and shaking I guess and came over to check on me and got some blankets to put over me. It was then she noticed I guess I was muttering in some language that no one seemed to understand.
But this is a little of what I saw I guess.:
I was walking through a forest with my soulmate and talking with him in a language that wasn't in any that humans know. We look kind of similar to what we do now in the face (interestingly), though our hair was pure white as snow (we also had fair skin) and both of our eyes were such a light baby blue. Both of our hair was really long. His was pulled back and tied much in a similar fashion that reminded me how they draw in manga with the males from like the Heian era in Japan I think it was? The long hair tied near the end with a ribbon. Mine was pulled back in a braid with some of it and the rest left loose. Both of our ears had a slight point to them like an elf's but not like super pointed. Just subtly so. We wore kind of flowing robe-like outfits that were white in color.
Then feeling a bit playful, I started running through the trees, daring him to catch me. As I started running, I shifted into a white tiger form, like with magic. He did the same as he chased me through the forest, crossing little streams here and there; me pausing long enough to turn and splash him with water from the streams before taking off again. It was like that through a good portion of the memory/vision.
Later on, as night set in, we just sat in each others' arms, looking up at the night sky filled with stars and the moon everywhere (there's no electricity). It was just peaceful. But I felt sad too because it felt like it wasn't going to last. He assured me that no matter what happened in the future, he would always find me.
I had a distinct feeling that I could also 'hear' the wind speaking to me in that life. Like a gift to communicate with the wind. I actually have that ability somewhat now with being able to 'hear' the wind speaking, telling what it's going to be like without having to watch the weather channel/news report for the weather. Not sure what my soulmate had of a gift but I have a feeling he had a gift himself. And even though I didn't see anyone else in my vision/memory, I knew there were others like us in that realm, though they weren't the same like us either. They had other various forms and looked different as well while still being similar. But this place seemed so ethereal, so peaceful....it definitely wasn't part of the human realm that's for sure.
But last night, I suddenly had my name from then come to me. When I spoke it out loud, my whole body seemed to be consumed by a fiery feeling all over (despite having goosebumps everywhere). I got a bit dizzy and hyperventilated I think a little because of the overwhelming feeling I was getting. But then just as sudden as that feeling had come, it dissipated and a feeling of peace washed over me and gave me quite a bit of energy. It was interesting to say the least.
The name I got is Raenalinalya (ray-nah-lee-nah-lee-ah).
I'm not sure on if we have last names or not but that's what I had gotten. And not sure on my soulmate's name either yet. Whether I'll get it or not and more on this life, I don't know. I get bits and pieces of things like this here and there. I suppose when I'm ready for it, it'll come to me.
But this is a little of what I saw I guess.:
I was walking through a forest with my soulmate and talking with him in a language that wasn't in any that humans know. We look kind of similar to what we do now in the face (interestingly), though our hair was pure white as snow (we also had fair skin) and both of our eyes were such a light baby blue. Both of our hair was really long. His was pulled back and tied much in a similar fashion that reminded me how they draw in manga with the males from like the Heian era in Japan I think it was? The long hair tied near the end with a ribbon. Mine was pulled back in a braid with some of it and the rest left loose. Both of our ears had a slight point to them like an elf's but not like super pointed. Just subtly so. We wore kind of flowing robe-like outfits that were white in color.
Then feeling a bit playful, I started running through the trees, daring him to catch me. As I started running, I shifted into a white tiger form, like with magic. He did the same as he chased me through the forest, crossing little streams here and there; me pausing long enough to turn and splash him with water from the streams before taking off again. It was like that through a good portion of the memory/vision.
Later on, as night set in, we just sat in each others' arms, looking up at the night sky filled with stars and the moon everywhere (there's no electricity). It was just peaceful. But I felt sad too because it felt like it wasn't going to last. He assured me that no matter what happened in the future, he would always find me.
I had a distinct feeling that I could also 'hear' the wind speaking to me in that life. Like a gift to communicate with the wind. I actually have that ability somewhat now with being able to 'hear' the wind speaking, telling what it's going to be like without having to watch the weather channel/news report for the weather. Not sure what my soulmate had of a gift but I have a feeling he had a gift himself. And even though I didn't see anyone else in my vision/memory, I knew there were others like us in that realm, though they weren't the same like us either. They had other various forms and looked different as well while still being similar. But this place seemed so ethereal, so peaceful....it definitely wasn't part of the human realm that's for sure.
But last night, I suddenly had my name from then come to me. When I spoke it out loud, my whole body seemed to be consumed by a fiery feeling all over (despite having goosebumps everywhere). I got a bit dizzy and hyperventilated I think a little because of the overwhelming feeling I was getting. But then just as sudden as that feeling had come, it dissipated and a feeling of peace washed over me and gave me quite a bit of energy. It was interesting to say the least.
The name I got is Raenalinalya (ray-nah-lee-nah-lee-ah).
I'm not sure on if we have last names or not but that's what I had gotten. And not sure on my soulmate's name either yet. Whether I'll get it or not and more on this life, I don't know. I get bits and pieces of things like this here and there. I suppose when I'm ready for it, it'll come to me.
you had us worried for a while there especially the alpha and clip clop
but I decided to do a reading with the alphas cards and it said to relax and
try to do something to lighten the mood maybe crack a smile
although i still was tense my mind was less morbid
but it seemed to have left you quite drained
And yeah, it drained me pretty good. I guess that's why I was so exhausted the next day too. T___T
I hate when stuff like that drains me to no end. Urgh.