So, I have two jobs at the moment...but after today, probably just one soon... I've been working at Walgreens for almost a year, and just started a new job as a dog groomer. I had to work yesterday at Walgreens so I told my store manager that I needed to move to part time from full because of another job, and he was surprisingly easy going about it. I told him the other job was more superior since that's the career I wanted to go toward, so he told me to go (today) and get my week after next's schedule and he'd fill in the blanks. He even warned me yesterday that if I wasn't available during his convenience that he'd let me go, but once I went in to the grooming job today, I hardly have any availability for Walgreens... I might as well just walk in today when I have to work and say, "might as well fire me August 2nd!" Really, like I have no idea what I'm gonna say. The hours of a 24hr store and a 10hr store (5hr on Sunday) AND BOTH WANTING ME TO CLOSE is just impossible... I'm more than likely losing my first job soon, and though the other is much more fun and something I want to do for the rest of my life, I suck at adapting to new environments... The owner of the grooming salon has told me several times already (note: I've only worked their twice...) that I'm uneasy and shaky... I can't help that! That's how I am! Just takes me awhile to adapt...

Today is gonna be awful...I just know it... The owner told me today that if Walgreens lets me go to not worry, but I can't help it. The grooming salon is so small and personal - someone is always watching you, and it's gonna be a long while till I'm comfortable with everyone there since they're all so personal and close already...

Ugh...There's a lot on my mind (obviously), but I just gotta let what happens happen...

Also, I'm getting sickly about buying commissions... There're just so many good deals going around and I want them! I can't stop! HeLP!