Well, as the subject suggests, I feel like i'm not moving in any direction at the moment, since there's little good things going on and the bad things aren't going away as quick as i'd hoped.

Being stuck where I am as well doesn't help, not being able to get pretty much anywhere, wanting to get to different places and enjoy days out, but leads into another problem being the fact i've no way to afford going out as i'd like.

Also, spinning in my own head as i'm doubting myself in what I can do.

Pulling myself away from everyone again as well, which doesn't help at all, but at the same time I have it in my head that i'd end up hurting my friends or annoying them to the point where i'd end up with them not liking or even worse, hating me, which i've had in my past before and that I don't want at all.

Right now, there'll be no writings from me, stopped attempting drawing cause I near broke the tablet in frustration, which is rare from me considering i've been patient with it a lot, but I snapped.

So all in all, no activity here until things change for the better really and at this point, for my sake, I hope they do.