Day 01 - Introduce yourself
Day 02 - First love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – Your music
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your hobbies
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A precious item
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – An inspiration
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – Your mode of transportation
Day 14 – Where you live
Day 15 – Something you love about yourself
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – Your morning routine
Day 21 – Your job and/or schooling
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – Your sleeping habits
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your favorite foods/drinks
Day 30 – Your aspirations



1. Hello. My name is Jay and I am an alcoholic. No not really, I can't resist being a smart ass.

2. My first love? I'd rather not talk about how I pissed away that category, being young and all. Greatest love however ... let's just say she didn't want me nearly as bad as I wanted her. That's how it goes though, you can be into someone enough to give Heaven and Hell the stink eye but there's no guarantee the feeling will be mutual.

3. My sperm donor abandoned me before I was born just to show up twenty one years later out of the blue, I broke his jaw in two places. My mother burned me more times then I can count. Grandmother? Well she raised me no thanks to an abuse situation in Texas so if you want to call her my mother then things were pretty good. She got me the help I needed after I got here and raised me pretty good, she's the reason I've never been in jail. My sister's father isn't mine but he's pretty much been that anyway. He never treated me different and I didn't find out he was my " step father " until I was eighteen and they had to hand over my birth certificate. I don't care what some piece of paper says ... Hank is my daddy yo.

4. My taste in music isn't what I'd exactly call stable. So long as it has a beat I like I'll listen to it, which was proven when I did some head bobbing in Virginia to some Indian music. Indian as in the red dot on the forehead, not the native americans. Mostly I listen to Techno, House, and Rock. Since I grew up on 80's music I love that too. I can tolerate very little country and the list of Rap shit is even shorter.

5. You don't need a ten thousand dollar ring and a twenty thousand dollar wedding to love someone. Love is more or less an appreciation, a deep and great one at that, for someone based on who they are .. how they behave .. and how well you get along. No matter how pretty someone is you won't get far without compatibility and communication is the single most important aspect of any relationship. Since there's various degrees of love I can't comment on this one too much.

6. Gaming. Pure and simple. I've been doing it since I was a kid and I'll be doing it until the day I die, just when I'm a old coot my hand to eye won't be as good. Aside from that I love Billiards, Bowling, Badminton, and I really used to be into models. Mostly war birds and tanks.

7. I don't have just one, and it wouldn't be fair to list them because no matter how I do the order people will think it somehow represents where they sit in my life. You know who you are ... you know I love you. What else needs to be said?

8. Right now my most prized possessions belonged to my dog. He was a stray we took in when I was a teenager, ever since I had to put him down I keep his collar and food dish relatively close to me whenever I'm home. It doesn't make it any easier that I still check the floor for him when I get out of bed. Those ASPCA commercials are out to get me too, thank god for clickers.

9. I believe people have a right to do whatever the hell they want so long as it doesn't put another life, or someone's health, at risk. Nothing more .. nothing less.

10. My greatest inspiration has always been me. It sounds selfish but you have to understand I didn't have the colorful and sparkly childhood most people had. The first eight years of my life I was beat with everything from belts to pots and pans, the mental abuse was just as bad too. One night me and sister woke up and we were hungry so we invaded the kitchen to nom on some of the rice crispy treats that were left over from the previous night. What was the dickhead's brilliant solution to it? Tie us to the kitchen chairs and go back to bed. Despite that and the .. uh ... " help " that was required for the following six years. FYI It's why I get really pissy when I get hit in the head, it's one of the few triggers that are still alive and kicking. Despite all of that I've been at my job for eight years now, I'm quite affectionate, and my life is pretty normal. I refused to let it control my life once I was lucid and old enough to understand the situation, though if I ever see him again I very well might up on the telly for the wrong reasons. Revenge is a bitch.

11. Eh. If you count marriages I technically have three sisters and four brothers, but I'll stick to the basic family core. Travis is the eldest little brother and he's in the Army. Idiot jumps out of perfectly good airplanes, but I'm proud of him and then some. He recently made Sergent too. Nicholas is the youngest of the bunch and also homosexual. I'd use the term gay but I don't believe the word applies to a sexual choice, and no I have no issue with his lean towards men. He's my little brother ... he's not doing anything wrong. He could be into purple men with hot pink polkadots and I'd still love him. He's proud of who he is and so am I. He's my wittle Nicholi Bonzai. :3 My sister is kinda a iffy topic. We were somewhat close growing up but after she moved to Texas that went the way of the dinosaurs. I won't be specific and despite the facts I will not insult or otherwise degrade her in a public forum. You can pick your nose but you can't pick your family, eh?

12. The only bag I own is in the basement and it's full of strategy guides from the playstation Era and up. I think the last one I bought was for Xenosaga, and since I got the collectors edition for the soundtrack it's obvious I buy them as keepsakes and less as " cheat guides ". They usually have some artwork in them you know, it's why I've held onto my Dirty Pair manga for so long. Aside from Rose and Dart, Aya Brea, or Vincent Valentine ... Kei and Yuri amuse the hell out of me and they're pretty well fleshed out characters.

13. I ride a fox to work. Really! I sit on her fluffy comfy tail and hitch a ride when she goes somewhere, the best part is she never knows I'm there. That tail can hide ANYTHING I tell you. One time ... I grooming it ... and I found a Boeing 747 Engine in there. I shit you not, thing was brand new too. x.x I do own a 2010 Focus though.

14. I live in a state that thinks taxing the rain is okay. Enough said, right? And people wonder why I don't vote.

15. I love my hands. These are big strong hands ..... No really I love me. When I look in the mirror I'd like to change some things, like these god damn dumbo ears, but overall I'm happy with moi. If I had to pick one thing I love the most it'd have to be my sense of humor. I can openly joke about things most people gasp over or blush at.



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I shall do the other fifteen next week. Yeah I know you know this day by day but I cheated, and really it's not my fault. I was bored and it just so happens Sori was the last one to comment to me on here so if anything you can gnaw on her leg. In other news I've officially transitioned over to Blu Ecigs. No more tar and chemicals, and no more pissing off non smokers. Yet I still get my stress relief yay.