I've been feeling like crap recently, and it's mostly due to money issues. Bills, student loans, and application fees are what sucking up what little money I have left. Now I know that some of you may be going through worse things than I'm going through. It's just this journal is to help get this off my chest and get my mind passed this for the time being. I do have a job, but it doesn't pick back up until later next month. I've been trying to find another job, but to no avail.

Now I'm not asking for donations or anything to that affect for two reasons. 1. It's not a pride thing, it's just that I can't take donations for the time being because of not having a paypal or anything like that. 2. Even if you did donate, I probably wouldn't accept it. Again it's not due to pride.

Anyway if you took the time to read this, I appreciate it. I'll try and get something in the works to get things sorted out for myself.