I have been bashed and made fun of on at least one person's journal because I asked for help. If this is the kind of bullshit I'm going to have to go through when I am having trouble, then screw asking other people for help.

I am always up for suggestions if I ask for help, and someone thinks there is something that I need to try before getting monetary donations. I even went through a whole new process of researching when someone suggested something for me. But when you blatantly post on another's journal that I am clearly not trying to take care of something myself, that I haven't done everything I could, and that I'm basically a good-for-nothing beggar just looking for other people to pay my way through the world, that's where I draw the line.

I'm sick of the shit that I, and others, have to deal with because we have muddy luck and can't always do everything that others can. So from now on, I'm gonna say screw it. I won't ask anyone for help, I'll suffer in silence. I will give no pity to those that downright refuse to help others. I will laugh in their face if they ever need help. I know who my friends are, and those're the only people from now on I'm going to help, since I know they're the ones who bend over backwards for me when I need it.