Well, tomorrow is August... Which means Summer Band starts next week, San Japan 2 weeks in, and then School 3 weeks in... To be quite honest, im scared. Im a Junior this year, its the most important one because of that. My grades are the breaking point between college decisions, and my class ranking is going to be my overall standing of college choices in this country. Just thinking about all of that... Its quite frightening for me. Im still unsure of what I want to be stuck with for the rest of my life... And the list of majors doesnt really help me any as I still dont know which one would be better in the long run, or more matching of my abilities. I broadened my list of colleges im interested in (Thank god for that) but I still doubt its enough.

All the pressure of this is really getting to me I guess. I want help, but at the same time I feel I need to do this on my own.

On a side note, I was recently cleaning out my room and I found an old Yearbook from my elementary days. I cant even understand what the hell happened to some of my classmates.