Update! (moving, music, Eurofurence)
12 years ago
Heya, a little update from me!
In the past two months I've moved down from campus (Trøndertun FHS) in Trondheim, and started moving into my new den in Oslo. In August, litterary the day after I get home from Eurofurence I start uni at the Nordic Institute of Stage and Studio (in Oslo aswell). It's great to feel life moving along like this: making progress, becoming independent, expanding my social skills...
And that's just the material changes. I've gone through loads of personal changes over the past months, and I still am. My life is becoming more and more like I've wanted it to be, and all the anxiety, depression and fear I've lived with for so many years are becoming a thing of the past. I'm turning into a much more healthy person both physically and mentally. I spend so much more time outside being physically active, falling in love with nature, and when I'm actually inside on my computer I focus creation and productivity. The fear, social anxiety, the sometimes psychotically low self esteem and feeling of self worth and the compulsive thougts that have ruled for so long are no longer welcome in my life. Instead there's now becoming more and more room for creativity, music, art, friendship, beauty and most of all; love. And I am so excited to live.
On a musical note (theehee), my band Billy the Fox have followed me to Oslo (some members are even attending the same uni as me), and we are more ready for being a part of the msuci scene than we ever have been before. The year in Trondheim was very good for us as a band, and now it feels like after years of a musical vorspiel the party itself is finally starting! We're going to continue work on our EP and I might make a separate account for billy the Fox once we get more new material to release.
And of course Eurofurence is coming around again, and I'm so excited! I had such a great time at CFz in Leicester earlier this summer, so I hope too see as many of the awesome furs I met there yet again at EF this year! Unlike CFz, i will be bringing my fursuit at EF.
There we go, that makes for a small update from me :3
In the past two months I've moved down from campus (Trøndertun FHS) in Trondheim, and started moving into my new den in Oslo. In August, litterary the day after I get home from Eurofurence I start uni at the Nordic Institute of Stage and Studio (in Oslo aswell). It's great to feel life moving along like this: making progress, becoming independent, expanding my social skills...
And that's just the material changes. I've gone through loads of personal changes over the past months, and I still am. My life is becoming more and more like I've wanted it to be, and all the anxiety, depression and fear I've lived with for so many years are becoming a thing of the past. I'm turning into a much more healthy person both physically and mentally. I spend so much more time outside being physically active, falling in love with nature, and when I'm actually inside on my computer I focus creation and productivity. The fear, social anxiety, the sometimes psychotically low self esteem and feeling of self worth and the compulsive thougts that have ruled for so long are no longer welcome in my life. Instead there's now becoming more and more room for creativity, music, art, friendship, beauty and most of all; love. And I am so excited to live.
On a musical note (theehee), my band Billy the Fox have followed me to Oslo (some members are even attending the same uni as me), and we are more ready for being a part of the msuci scene than we ever have been before. The year in Trondheim was very good for us as a band, and now it feels like after years of a musical vorspiel the party itself is finally starting! We're going to continue work on our EP and I might make a separate account for billy the Fox once we get more new material to release.
And of course Eurofurence is coming around again, and I'm so excited! I had such a great time at CFz in Leicester earlier this summer, so I hope too see as many of the awesome furs I met there yet again at EF this year! Unlike CFz, i will be bringing my fursuit at EF.
There we go, that makes for a small update from me :3
pushing depression out of your life is not an easy thing to do especially if you've dealt with it for a long time.
the fact you are managing to climb out of that pit says a lot about your resolve to lead a better live and be truly happy.
I am praying for you and hoping your life continues to go like you want it to