conversation with seelf
12 years ago
General
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A) I am such a horrible person.... I never do anything right... I am a failure and I cause nothing but problems wherever I go....
B). First of all, just this morning you went to wawa and got a coffee for less than a dollar and a half and give the lady a 5 and told her to keep the change.
A) but... that isn't anything... I didn't need the money...
B) yeah, you do. Your ass is paying for groceries for the house until moms next pay check.
A) that is why I try not to eat too much... stretch what we got....
B) you pay for the food and don't eat it to keep the family going. Is that really that terrible?
A)....
B) and every time you go somewhere, you don't leave the door open for the next person, you stand there like an idiot holding it for everyone, and once there is no one else coming, THEN, you go in. What do you call that?
A) -silence-
B) and after coming home from an early morning walk, giving everyone you pass a heartfelt hello, you came home and made pancakes for the family
A) but the refused to so much as try any.....
B) well.... you made em with good intent, even if the people you made them for were ungreatful as usual....
A) every time I cook, it is dismissed as a mistake and I am forced to eat it all so it doesn't go to waist....
B) and the few times they have, they've loved it
A) even if 9 times out of 10, they all refuse to try it and make everything go to waist....
B) that is them not you.you pick up trash from the sides of the side walks and streets just to make things look nicer....
A) that is just the OCD that didn't go all the way away
B) bull shit, that is you being nice. You pley the demon, play evil all the time, but when your family or people like that arnt there, you are almost disturbingly good. Seriously.... you caught a womans rujn away dog that was wandering down the street, took him back to his owner, and turned down the reward money... you cleaned up streats that are over 3 miles away from your own home... you tip hard, you offer your help to complete strangers all the time..... you really rhink you are a monster? You dare call yourself evil? Really?
You're lying to yourself
A) -silence-....
Blah.....
B). First of all, just this morning you went to wawa and got a coffee for less than a dollar and a half and give the lady a 5 and told her to keep the change.
A) but... that isn't anything... I didn't need the money...
B) yeah, you do. Your ass is paying for groceries for the house until moms next pay check.
A) that is why I try not to eat too much... stretch what we got....
B) you pay for the food and don't eat it to keep the family going. Is that really that terrible?
A)....
B) and every time you go somewhere, you don't leave the door open for the next person, you stand there like an idiot holding it for everyone, and once there is no one else coming, THEN, you go in. What do you call that?
A) -silence-
B) and after coming home from an early morning walk, giving everyone you pass a heartfelt hello, you came home and made pancakes for the family
A) but the refused to so much as try any.....
B) well.... you made em with good intent, even if the people you made them for were ungreatful as usual....
A) every time I cook, it is dismissed as a mistake and I am forced to eat it all so it doesn't go to waist....
B) and the few times they have, they've loved it
A) even if 9 times out of 10, they all refuse to try it and make everything go to waist....
B) that is them not you.you pick up trash from the sides of the side walks and streets just to make things look nicer....
A) that is just the OCD that didn't go all the way away
B) bull shit, that is you being nice. You pley the demon, play evil all the time, but when your family or people like that arnt there, you are almost disturbingly good. Seriously.... you caught a womans rujn away dog that was wandering down the street, took him back to his owner, and turned down the reward money... you cleaned up streats that are over 3 miles away from your own home... you tip hard, you offer your help to complete strangers all the time..... you really rhink you are a monster? You dare call yourself evil? Really?
You're lying to yourself
A) -silence-....
Blah.....
snowspartan1399
~snowspartan1399
Awww sweetie I do this constantly :3 *hugs*
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
*hugs tight* DX
snowspartan1399
~snowspartan1399
Your such a sweetie
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
Nuh uh, you are~
snowspartan1399
~snowspartan1399
Dun argue you know you are and you are a good person. Usually I hold the door open for people but if I'm mad enough and they don't say thanks I yell your welcome at them
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
I don't do that XD I hold it open, thank you or not thank you
Grantailar
~shadowchieftain
*Hugs* fluffy is a good persons :D
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
nyuu
Grantailar
~shadowchieftain
yush! fluffy is good and snugly! D:
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
DX
Grantailar
~shadowchieftain
*snuggles* :D
yiharbin
~yiharbin
OP
*licks your nose*
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