Depression sucks. It has been awhile since I last posted something. Thought i do something. Holding in my emotions is not working as I found out Friday after having a temper tantrum in the car. I cried, got angry, banged on the car horn, sobbed and yelled at myself. My supervisor is not helping me. More like she is an instigator for my depression. I hate her. When I was called into the office by the Chief and several other SNCOs as well I was being ridiculed for my mistakes she joins them and doesn't stick up for me. She makes the situation worse for me by making me feel i can trust no one now. This involves my bad financial situation and also about how bad my breakup was with my ex. Yeah not a good idea keeping this bottled up. Well hoping to get help and hoping my situation gets better soon.