I am different, I have always known that. Never made to many friends, barely any friends for that matter. I was always trying to do things for myself. I know that sounds selfish, but I really try to be nice and all, I don't know if that works out or not. Even I am different from my family, I am the only one who like furry characters. I never asked them about why I like furry characters.

Your also probably asking about how I know that they would completely accept me for who I am? Its because I never heard once in my family that someone was completely accepted because they like furry creatures. But I do like humans too, don't get me wrong. I am not completely in love with furries. When I say humans I mean both male a female. I am bi, I don't know about herms though, that kind of freaks me out a bit.

Why Am I saying all this now? it was about time to get out of my comfort zone, I need some new outlet that didn't keep freezing me in. I was so cold and so alone. I need to tell more people. Even writing this now is frustrating enough. I got to go outside more a breathe a little fresh air. I hope when I go outside its not as bad as I think it is. I need to change something's in my procrastination life. This is just one big step after another, until after all the pain and anguish that I would have suffered through becomes complete zen.