After being at RMFC for 2 days, a lot of people that I know locally wondered why I stopped coming around, not being social and stopped posting art or won't do commissions/streaming . There are many reasons behind it.

I simply do not think I am capable of taking on that responsibility, nor do I think I have the skill set yet to do it. I was incredibly discouraged when I was under my previous account in trying to start a fundraiser which blew up in my face. The money made from that was donated to Colorado Sickle Cell as well as helped me eat for a day or two. I don't have the patience to stream either, and being that a lot of my work that isn't uploaded is traditional sketches, I am not fast enough to pump out digital art which seems to be the medium most would like done. And as far as pricing, I sold myself too short and dirt cheap like a hooker. That's also discouraging so I just threw my hands up and said fuck it, and dropped off the face of the net for almost 2 years.

I can not please everyone even though it is in my nature to try. So, instead of setting myself up for disappointment, I'd rather not do it at all.

I'm not too social because I hate drama, stupid people in general and most people tend to grate my nerves or set off my anxiety to the point where I'm a raging cunt. No one likes that.

So there. Ya happy now?! *twitch*