*sighs* well... this isn't going to be easy at all to say this in a journal but... due to a recent event that transpired, I have no choice.

Some or a lot of you may know about the recent incident that happened concerning me a wolf and a tiger. With all that has happened the tiger had to leave due to orders from the military that the wolf is in currently. Now it's been something of a slow and steady healing from the incident for me and the wolf. The tiger has gotten obsessive about coming back and has even deprived himself of his own joys to just waiting it all out until he can come back. This has gotten him to be even more... scary if you will, that he barely if at all, sleeps for maybe a couple of hours and thinks nothing but being together with me and the wolf.

I'm here talking today to make this plain and simple.

Please.
Stop.
Doing.
This.

I'm sorry but with the recent drop into more depression with the wolf because of worries and the such, coupled with the fact that that incident happened has been taking a toll on his mind and even possibly sometimes, his personality. I want this buried and gone. The wolf has made it stone cold in facts that he wants nothing to do with the tiger anymore. I have also come to my own decision that even though I will still talk with him as a friend, I can no longer see him as a lover or go remotely into that area with him because such a thing happened. This is also to answer another question that no, I will not have him around us physically just so I can protect the wolf that I have come to cherished even though he is having thoughts that concern me about our relationship which I thought I had finally gotten us started on.

Guys. Don't pursue this anymore. I will also not take drama in this journal or directly at me. Give me drama and you will be blocked both here and on IM's. I'm sorry if this is not what he wants, but at this point in time. He has shown me nothing but a obsessive need and want to be with us and sometimes you can't always get what you want. I'm sorry.