Easy for you guys to saw "go to the doc". Me, i just want to rest.

I feel my brain is "no good" either. Maybe i'm just going to die soon. IDK.
I feel pretty content with staying at home to pass. Though the constant pressure in my head makes it hard to rest, i will get over it.

Went back to the ER. They did MRI or whatever the machine is. I hated it all. Was very annoying (and plain awkward) to be poked and touched around by so many complete strangers.

They gave me pain medication, even though i stated 100 times that i don't mind the PAIN. But the pressure in the back of my head, and "soupy" feeling of my insides is not very pleasant.

They also gave me meds to coat my organs and protect them.
That's all.
No meds for the pressure, or the "soupy" feeling of my damaged insides.
I'm not taking the meds.

Fuck it. I'm staying home for now. If i pass away at least it will be a respectful death. Alone in my own room.
NOT in an ER, standing around or laying in public.