Today on the day of my birthday, I'll be honest.
12 years ago
It's been another year more in my life and wanted to write down some words for you. My life changed a lot after moving out of home and now I have by my side the person who most understands and loves me.
Sadly after moving I was disappointed with the attitude of some people who had my trust, because of my damned naivety wanting to meet people that in the end judges me without even trying to know or understand me I've been getting hurt in the past a lot, and I don't want to get thru that again…
I'm sorry if I'm too quiet and distrustful at first, I had many bad experiences before and I got to be distant, don't want to bother anybody so in the end I wont greet anyone if no one greets me first, and as a result I wont talk since I don't mind people not talking to me (everyone has it's reasons). Sorry if I'm being too direct with this, but the people who really know me knows who identify my behavior xD
I also got to meet loving, kind people and, although few, I made new friends whom I can count with the fingers of a hand. I consider them friends since they give me solace, sincerity and advice. Regardless of the bad things my life changed to better and I hope it continues like this for many years, I want to thank my boyfriend because he's not only my mate but my counselor and my best friend.
Sadly after moving I was disappointed with the attitude of some people who had my trust, because of my damned naivety wanting to meet people that in the end judges me without even trying to know or understand me I've been getting hurt in the past a lot, and I don't want to get thru that again…
I'm sorry if I'm too quiet and distrustful at first, I had many bad experiences before and I got to be distant, don't want to bother anybody so in the end I wont greet anyone if no one greets me first, and as a result I wont talk since I don't mind people not talking to me (everyone has it's reasons). Sorry if I'm being too direct with this, but the people who really know me knows who identify my behavior xD
I also got to meet loving, kind people and, although few, I made new friends whom I can count with the fingers of a hand. I consider them friends since they give me solace, sincerity and advice. Regardless of the bad things my life changed to better and I hope it continues like this for many years, I want to thank my boyfriend because he's not only my mate but my counselor and my best friend.
I hope you have a great birthday! =D Been awhile since we've chatted.
Nothing much to say here. I do have a lovely girlfriend though. ^^
Tu vida no ha sido facil... y quiero que sepas que tienes todo el apoyo de este Panda, te adoro como persona por superarte dia tras dia y que, aunque te apoyes en los demas, aunque te apoyes en Horsy, sigas hacia adelante. Te mereces todo lo bueno que te pasa y mucho más.
Eternamente tu tritón Nil :3
Feliz cumpleaños y.. ¡que cumplas muchos más!