So after all the drama has started to come to a stop, it started up again. I'm not sorry for what i have done. Getting an F.A. account may be the end of the world to her but it doesn't matter to me. She feels betrayed?!? If anyone should it would be dad. well maybe not betrayed but let down. If you say you are going to do something dont let your selfish-ness ruin a good time for someone you consider "blood". I hate having to deal with my dad when he is all upset about her. He has a new girl and he seems happier than hell and when both of us were at home with him and his new interest, he seemed like he had the whole world in his hands. Then once again, a party or her friends were more important than spending time with her familly. I hate having to listen to my dad thinking out loud asking if it was something he did or trying to answer his own questions of why is she like that? Why cant she just come back and brighten his world up again? Its bad enough the rest of our familly is broken and never seem to have the time to come together for anything anymore. Someone has to be in the hospital for everyone to be in one place at one time. Thats good but sad... So I can say.. me dad and grandma are the only galloways that talk like back in the day. i wish it could be different but if someone doesnt wanna be a part of something you cant force them to.

I talk to people. I am a social person. you can not expect me to not talk to someone because it will ruin a relationship. All the people in my life are jealous of eachother. I cant text one person because someone doesn't like them and they blackmail me with being dis-owned. I love everyone that I have in my life right now. they are the closest friends i have ever had, have it be familly, friends or something more. And another thing, if you aren't around to see what is going on keep your attitude to yourself and keep your mouth shut. i am happy. It would be cool if you were around cuz i miss you alot but you're not. That applies to two people.

Alot of cruel words were said and spread with these two. But one thinks its ok to just come back into my life after saying all this and expect me to want to take thier last name again. The other one has been a complete stranger that i dont know from a can of pain anymore and plays cool with their problems with me cuz all they know how to do is run from thier issues. I can trust a word of what they tell me because after being told lies for so long its hard to believe anything now. I wish I could delete people from my memory and life but i cant so i have to deal. Well dealer calls, lay your cards down and show me what you got.

Then there is the people who believed the bull who can find something to shove up dark holes. The things i have heard that are slathered across my name are unbelievable. I copy peoples art?! C'mon now! thats just hating on me. Callin me every name under the sun because he cant keep that dime pinned between his knees? Hes a horrible person because he quote/unquote raised a hand to you when you are just trying to make a scapegoat to cover your butt? I guess it does make people feel better to talk trash. Thats crazy but it is life. I cant even trust my Juggalo homeboys.

Oh well the ranting is over. I guess. Me having this account is kinda use-less cuz now i cant post my art. I will keep it just in case I can get my hands on a scanner. But its going to be a while before i get new art posted. Sorry. -.-'