so not even a week or 2 later i get kicked out of a house AGAIN! moms bf just all of a suddend went "you guys can stay here anymore" mom told me to grab all my stuff and we left.....

i have nowhere to live... school stats in less than a week....... im royally FUCKED!



and as much as i want to blame my mom for this one cuz it practically is all her fault but its whatever im not getting anywhere by just blaming her for all the shit i have to go through.... idk why me and her cant just stay in one place? iv gone through this more than once before iv been homeless i kno what its like to wake up in the morning not knowing where you going to sleep that night......

i cant take this... im tired of being dragged through her shit...

so i dont think im getting the job im completely homeless now im not going to be able to go to school without a place to live so im left with the options of moving away completely out of state leaving my life behind finishing school and eventually go to college..... but im not gonna leave... theres no way... and or now im just have to get my GED somehow and eventually got to college an get some kind of art degree...

yeah.....




so ontop of all that yesterday i go to kats house (its the only place i can really stay and be comfortable at and not worry about not getting kicked out.... no once again i thought wrong...

so kats step dad really showed his ass to me screaming at me to clean up messes that me and kat didnt even make! But i did like every good subordinate should.. i kept my mouth shut and just answered with "yes" or "yes sir" .......by the time he was done yelling at us both of us were in tears we left the house for a good hour or so maybe less.. we just held each other and cried... i cant believe she has to live with someone like that v.v iv never seen a man just attack someone for absolutely no reason at all >.< especially a guest in their home... so im already starting to feel unwelcome here now...

i have nowhere to go and idk what to do.... i just wanna dig a hole and lie in it and cry.... im so tired of this shit happening... can i just live in one nice healthy home without my life being threatened?