I am mega depressed right now...and talking isn't helping any. It's not making it worse, but not better either. I'd really enjoy doing a livestream, but my router is being a dick and not staying connected! I think that would just frustrate me back to crying some more...I could possibly steal snuggles...but I don't want to be a downer on my man...and I really don't want to sleep yet...I dunno. I guess I'm just venting a little bit. I'm just in a bad place right now...I thought today would make me feel more at peace with the situation, but it actually made things so much worse. I mean, in the end things will be ok. I know life happens. But man...ugh. OK bye now, I don't know what else to say.