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12 years ago
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WARNING: LONG LIFE STORY*ssssiiiiiigggghhh* Whelp, havent really written a legit journal in a long time so why not just tell you all how I've been lately before I go to bed~ Ahh, its been much shorter than I thought it would be spending my time here~ Jeez, I think I've only been a furry during last summer and started getting warmed up the begining during freshman year....Naaaah, I believe i started getting interesting during the end of middle school and started really getting interested in freshman year~ So yeah, the end of summer is almost here for me and I start sophomore year, meaning I have been in the community for not that long compared to others, but that doesn't matter, even though I've been hear about not even a couple of years so much has happened in my life~ makes me feel...mature? Hahaha, nah, im not that whatsoever~ But seriously, I plan to be in this community for a long long time and will enjoy the hell out of it, I've made a bit of self-discovery and have made lots of friends and opened me up to a new world~ Ehehe...Especially with friends~ I remember only having only about 3 contacts on my skype but boy has that changed! I cannot go a day with out my skype being overflown with so many of my other friends who are furs and it feels great to know everyone of you~ Sure there has been lots of drama but thats taught me so many lessons in life I cant believe it, so I just have to thank every single one of you guys~ Ahh, and the more I ramble on, the more nostalgic I feel~ Like when I first got interested~ Back in the old days in middle school, bringing my ipod to school and always listening to Renard Queenston and used to listen the hell out of it~ Then I started getting the confidence to make and FA, should of waited alittle while to mature though~ I was a dumb dumb dumb DUMB kid, Practically Autisticly stupid, Eck, middle school was NOT the peak of my life. But hey, we all go through harsh patches in out lives~ Tried TOO hard to make friends, never got the idea of what they thought of me and didnt even think if I annoyed the hell out of them or not, yeesh I'd rather not remember XD. But I remember my first ACTUAL friend in the community. Jansii, I name I don't think I'll ever forget~ Great guy VERY sweet, added me on Xbox along time ago when I first got my Xbox, and boy was I happy to meet him~ We hit it off great until I got TO comfortable with...Boy, i did not think at all when I was with him, made wrong accusations, said retarded stuff, ahahah! I even remember venting to him on purpose just to make conversation! Ahhhh boooooyyy....I'm actually surprised that he could stand me that long...But that was a long long time ago... and recently I saw that he deleted me on skype and said to myself "Wow...I just lost one of the first friends have made here" And I havent talked to him in a long while...Mostly because I didnt feel like I was good enough for him...I put him through alot more than he didnt deserve, and I just couldnt stand talking to him after what happend...But I've changed, I reflected on myself and I DO feel more mature than that...So Jansii, If your reading this which I highly doubt, I'm sorry for the annoyance I have put you trough and thank you for helping me change, hell i would love to try again with friends, I really really would, and i'll try not to be such a little asshole XP. And then much much later from now to then, I met him, the love of my life, and the one I always wanted to be with, Vortex Slatefang. You opened new doors for me, and I can never thank you enough and I owe you my life...well...my Furry life. You have been such a close friend and I am still in disbelief to be lucky enough to call you my mate. You became my friend, and that lead me to meet so many other friends who I love and cherish; Tanner, BB, Andre, everyone else, and Chu-tora. Oh Chu~ Your are probably considered one of my closest friends, no, not even my friend, after all discussions, calls, games, advice, leadership; I honestly find you as a brother. Not like how I'm friends with Nick and everyone else, Chu, Your honestly one who I can find to be a real older brother figure, I know I must be just another one of your fangirls, but I love you, I love you so much. And I CANNOT WAIT to do stuff with you in the future, I doubt I can go but I will try my freaking HARDEST to go to MMF, I will beg my damn parents if I have too, Im desperate XD!!!
Whew!!! Whelp, I guess that pretty much caps everything that has gone on in my life thus far, Im sure in the far far far far far far future I'll make a another journal like this, if anyone cares that is XD
Whelp, its about time for me to sign off and see what the future for me and the furry community behold, see you later everyone!!!!!(I know your probably going "TL;DR" right now, but this journal isn't going anywhere, so try again when your bored or have the time XD)
Love you dude, I pray to meet you one day..Even if it takes...One, two ,three....A WHILE! XD
That's the most reading I managed to do all Summer XP But it was worth it to get to know my lovely Honey Kitten better X///3