so... im trying to keep it together xP im looking at all my options on what i plan to do for school and my life and iv come to the brief conclusion of sometime by early to mid winter im going to peruse getting my GED because of all the recent events school is still an option but theres just no way i can do it... its very mentally draining its very stressful and i feel like its a big ginormous waste of my time.... i mean i kno its going to be harder for me to get a job and getting into college but i can still do it right? so im not totally giving up on myself or my career plans its just gonna be a little tougher or harder >.<
and of course some of my family members arent too ok with the idea and are doing everything in their power to change my decision.. im sorry iv made up my mind and i dont plan on changing it xP

and as for my living situation.. thats a different story at the moment and it changes everyday v.v im currently with my mate Ichi and im staying here for the weekend but im going to see if i can talk his parents into letting me live there for at least a month or so just to get on my feet.. then i will be either moving into a friends house or me and Ichi will be moving into an apartment together hopefully and if i cant say at Ichis house for now then... im not really sure where im going to go at that point.. i mean i could stay with my mother but shes done more bad than good for me so i rather not.... *sigh* ill just look at my other options then i guess... the absolute worst that could happen is that im staying in a shitty ass trailer in drug central and forced to go to school against my will... OH! thats right i was already living in that situation! ..so lets hope that doesnt happen xP


OK NOW ONTO THE GOOD STUFF!

so with these new plans set in mind im going to need some money cuz im still technically jobless :\ so i plan to draw like a madwoman for the rest of this weekend get some stuff done and out of the way and then i shall be opening commissions again with only 5 slots at a time and i will take on more when i am done with the first batch and i will post a journal and info and all that good stuff very soon! :P i also have some more YCH pieces in mind since i love whoring my characters out hehe so if you like those keep an eye out for them :P oh yes! and i am now able to take on adult commissions again! (even tho i was already doing it years ago lol)


ahh yeah so hanging in there and thanks everyone for your kind words and support even tho i didnt really reply to anyone i still read them all and i appreciated every kind word that was written<3

Thanks you guys you are the best! *hugs you all*


and now some musical entertainment~