So recently, I got into a pretty bad accident. And well the past few months I've been getting upset a bit and I feel like I can vent. Something is wrong with my spine, it's fixable but I've been wheelchair bound. I went through an operation that helped. I wasn't able to move my toes before but now I have some movements in my legs. It's limited but I can at least have hope of walking. To make matters worse at work I've been doing most of the desk work. I am not suited for that, mainly because my attention span is VERY strange. I can sometimes focus if I have music, but because I need to answer phones it's -very- hard to use music. I'm not even ALLOWED to and it sucks. We've been getting a huge influx of people coming into the store for actual designs and it's nice to socialize. Other then that I've been okay I guess but still trying to get over the fact if my NEXT operation goes wrong I'll be wheel chair bound for life. On a side note I had to get my hair cut, not by much..it's no longer down past my back. It's just up to my shoulders now. I guess in my old age some things have to be done. I'm working on trying to get my courage to write more but that's pretty limited.