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Oh goody another rant...
12 years ago
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>>>COMMISSION PRICES/TOS<<<>>>ALL OF MY OC REFERENCES CAN BE FOUND HERE<<<Let the bitching commence:
So I'm actually gonna have to start being aggressive towards people now, since I'm apparently invisible.
I'm being completely ignored by every place I apply to, so I'm going to have to call each and every one of them (which will make me feel and therefore seem desperate) asking if they got my application because I know they're looking for people, or else they wouldn't be putting fresh ads up on job search websites. (not to mention the girl who is paid to work at the school helping students find jobs who doesn't do shit and literally just stopped replying to me when I was trying to schedule an appointment with her)
My own friends are interrupting me every time I try to tell a story like I'm not even there or talking (though mostly it's just one or two people who keep doing it) so I'm either going to have to start talking louder (which will be difficult because I already feel obnoxious talking at all in groups), interrupting them right back (again with the feeling obnoxious), or point it out which will probably lead to a fight considering my irritable state lately.
And of course the one person who I want to talk to most isn't responding to my texts and rarely leaves me with more than a link to a photo or video instead of an actual conversation.
So yeah I'm sorry to the people who have actually been talking to me, because you aren't the problem and you know if you aren't. I'm just tired of feeling like I only have two people who care about me in the world...
Oh and one last thing, I know that some of you are trying to help with tough love type stuff, but threatening me with embarrassment if I don't stop being depressed is really only making me feel worse...
I'm being completely ignored by every place I apply to, so I'm going to have to call each and every one of them (which will make me feel and therefore seem desperate) asking if they got my application because I know they're looking for people, or else they wouldn't be putting fresh ads up on job search websites. (not to mention the girl who is paid to work at the school helping students find jobs who doesn't do shit and literally just stopped replying to me when I was trying to schedule an appointment with her)
My own friends are interrupting me every time I try to tell a story like I'm not even there or talking (though mostly it's just one or two people who keep doing it) so I'm either going to have to start talking louder (which will be difficult because I already feel obnoxious talking at all in groups), interrupting them right back (again with the feeling obnoxious), or point it out which will probably lead to a fight considering my irritable state lately.
And of course the one person who I want to talk to most isn't responding to my texts and rarely leaves me with more than a link to a photo or video instead of an actual conversation.
So yeah I'm sorry to the people who have actually been talking to me, because you aren't the problem and you know if you aren't. I'm just tired of feeling like I only have two people who care about me in the world...
Oh and one last thing, I know that some of you are trying to help with tough love type stuff, but threatening me with embarrassment if I don't stop being depressed is really only making me feel worse...
Secondly, if you're getting ads via email that a place is hiring, odds are, that's posted a few days late. It happened when I first got with Kohl's. And if you feel like you're being ignored, don't call. Print off resumes, get in your Sunday best and go to where you applied and talk to a manager, preferably the hiring one. Smile, introduce yourself, and give them your resume. It will make a better impression than calling.
And lastly, slap the shit out of your 'friends' if they keep interrupting you.
If you need to talk, I'll gladly listen. Feel free to drop me a note, ok? Or we can talk on skype. I know what its like to feel like you're alone so I would understand.
The jobs I'm applying for aren't from email ads, they are from a job website which changes almost everyday from what I've seen, and I really don't have the gas (or the money) to be driving to every place I apply to with an application, especially since most of them don't even take paper applications and never have the managers around.
The main friend who does that to me has already been pissing me off quite a lot but I had to make up with him for the sake of my other friends because we're both in the same group and pretty close with people in the group. I can't confront him about it because I already got into a fight with him and it fucked up the whole group for a while.
I'm sorry if it sounds like I'm trying to be a bitch and shoot down all of your advice but honestly this is what I do with people and how I get through things like this. It's a weird process but it seems to work