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Can this day get any worse???
17 years ago
The Rantings of an Art Crazed Chow, Second verse, same as the first.
So, here I am, I took a break from drawing a comic I promised to produce, wracking my brain to do it at least decent. But still little thoughts creep into my head to distract me from my task.
What is this feeling that has overcome me, to cause me so much distress?? feelings of doubt, of hopelessness, of fear. Odd, the music I am playing now seems right, I don't feel overly ill, the ideas are there. Damn, what is it??? From the early morning call from my GF, chewing me out about my budget, to going to Rants and Raves on the FA forum to give my worthless two cents about a Racism thread, to browsing FA and seeing folks with more happier lives.
I'm trying to figure out if I should care anymore, just to become numb and lifeless. I feel inspired to work on the comic, to finish up on a few projects I started and I don't think I need a break because I have not gone balls to the wall to get things done.
My GF mentioned about chatting with her male friends which reminded me about how I gave up my female friends so she won't feel and competition. I've given up on trying to realize dreams and hopes I have just to try and live day by day.
Oh well, just as well get back to the grindstone, art won't make itself and at the moment, it is the only thing that is fending off other feelings. Hell, I gotta work with what I have and if it keeps going for another day, so be it. I know there is more, but still, is it worth battling for it? Cheers, I guess.
What is this feeling that has overcome me, to cause me so much distress?? feelings of doubt, of hopelessness, of fear. Odd, the music I am playing now seems right, I don't feel overly ill, the ideas are there. Damn, what is it??? From the early morning call from my GF, chewing me out about my budget, to going to Rants and Raves on the FA forum to give my worthless two cents about a Racism thread, to browsing FA and seeing folks with more happier lives.
I'm trying to figure out if I should care anymore, just to become numb and lifeless. I feel inspired to work on the comic, to finish up on a few projects I started and I don't think I need a break because I have not gone balls to the wall to get things done.
My GF mentioned about chatting with her male friends which reminded me about how I gave up my female friends so she won't feel and competition. I've given up on trying to realize dreams and hopes I have just to try and live day by day.
Oh well, just as well get back to the grindstone, art won't make itself and at the moment, it is the only thing that is fending off other feelings. Hell, I gotta work with what I have and if it keeps going for another day, so be it. I know there is more, but still, is it worth battling for it? Cheers, I guess.
heh i bet you looked like yer avie ^^
Im just messing with stuff as usual, Its something postive to throw your energy into is art, in the very least a distraction. I used to draw a lot of Brandy for my ex. But I turned to art greatly after we broke up, the first week to keep me sane I completed 100 pics in 7 days. I dont need art to that degree now, but it keeps the wolves at bay and Im massivly into drawing. Your comic is a great project to pour your emotions into, The stories you told with your pictures always enhanced your ideas, so much so this is a great mix.