as the title stated its 5am were i am and i cant help but think to myself HOLY HELL wtf am i doing with my life i have like 2 liget freinds to talk to my family dosent like me i live on a 475$ a month dissability check aaaand i still live with my mom the woman i love dumped me for some guy who APPERNTLY deserves her more than i do my heart just keeps getting worse my wrists constantly hurt and im almost always angry,depressed,lonely, or just completly appithetic to the world there are very very few times now adays im genuenly happy and im not satisfied with that damn it im zackery mother fucking winecoff im a sexy motherfucker with a silver tounge and skill to back it up! i wanna be fucking happy! is that to much to fucking ask?!? well now im not asking FTW and by that i mean FUCK THE WORLD! its my turn to get mine i WILL be happy!