lets just say I couldnt be happier but its not the fact that i was happy because i was suiting i was happy because everyone enjoyed it. Earlier that morning i went through yet another tough time with my parents bulling me about being a furry this time was alot more harsh than other times and possibly i let some emotions slip and my eyes were talking...(if you know what i mean) I was so happy that the furs there drove so far to come to my little ol'town and that they actully had fun i myself had a blast and i felt like they were my familly.

I dont want to rant or say anything but yes iclearly have birth parents but they are just the ones who have mistakenly brought me life....other than that i dont have any family. I sufffer alot mostly from my birth parents i dont really call them my parents cause admitingly they said they dont care shit about me and blah blah blah they only care when i do things like go to church or join there "cult" (im not putting down religion i myself am religious its just that my parents are eeeeviiilll)

anyways id be happy to host another one it made me stand tall and feel proud despite my young age (and crappy spelling) i getput down about my age all the time but whatever, haters gunna hate im still abit depressed about the sistuation with my parents but I just look through all the photos and i smile like theres no tomorrow, yeah my suit may not be the best (in my eyes i hate it except the head) but one day everyone will love us furrys. OT makes me happy to feel like people care about me (idk why what am i in life?) but it kills me because they are so far away from me.

furmeets is when that other personality kicks in (one of them at least) and i can show my true colors its nice because i never get to and it makes me feel proud and proud to know that the event i hosted was a hit!

~look alive sunshine's

pictures will be uploaded soon....love Onix.