so.............back to how i was T_T
12 years ago
i really do hate doing journals about this,i promised i would not do it,so this is the only time ima say it.So far this month has been hell for me,homework up to my ears,a lil depressed,sad,jealous and lonely........dont know why bu i just woke up like that D: and now o add hanger and stupidity to it,i though labor day was the first of September and i had plans for it,was gonna go with some non fur friends out to the rivers and woods with the RC trucks we had...........well i kinda screwed up,this morning around 10 i woke up and i realize its 1st of September and they all left around 9:00 AM,i called and called and nothing,i felt so angry at my self and so stupid,i didnt talk to my mom all day and im still pissed off at my self.So when every one is having fun in the trail,or cons or with friends im stuck here doing nothing but home work *sighs* this has really been a terrible month for me,i just want it to end T_T
That happens sometimes, please do take some break for yourself Snowy!!! You definitely deserve it, if you can't be there with your friends then do something you enjoy yourself. Have you been getting enough sleep and been waking up late? That does a huge number on you during the school year, its made me so depressed. It happens and I totally understand, make sure you talk about your problems! Miss you!
Hang in there! I'm sorry that life isn't going well go you, but hope it works out for the better soon. Sometimes life doesn't work out the way we expect it, but you can only move forward from here on, and learn from what has transpired.
But there is hope! Those friends will come back and I'm sure you'll catch them next time around! Plus you have all your watchers and fans, we'll cheer you on!
The sadness will not last :)
:P