shit dude
12 years ago
woah, a big hello to all my new watchers!
And if you're just passing through, have a swell day :V
Have some sweet facts about me - break the ice and chat. Im usually bored :U
Name: Ollie
Gender: Female
Age: 21
Aiming to be an illustrator for museums and childrens book. Probably going to work in retail to the end of my days :V
I love tattoos. I want to see your tattoo. Tell me all about your tattoo.
I have BPD, so I can be a little distant every now and then. But I handle it well :V I mean no offense by it.
Im currently in my third year of a Bachelor of Natural History Illustration. I live in a house with seven bros, including my partner. We've been together since we were seventeen.
I love owls.
And if you're just passing through, have a swell day :V
Have some sweet facts about me - break the ice and chat. Im usually bored :U
Name: Ollie
Gender: Female
Age: 21
Aiming to be an illustrator for museums and childrens book. Probably going to work in retail to the end of my days :V
I love tattoos. I want to see your tattoo. Tell me all about your tattoo.
I have BPD, so I can be a little distant every now and then. But I handle it well :V I mean no offense by it.
Im currently in my third year of a Bachelor of Natural History Illustration. I live in a house with seven bros, including my partner. We've been together since we were seventeen.
I love owls.
FA+

You art is pretty unique in my eyes because of the combonation of drawing style with colur and shading. Reminds me of other cool stuff.
I guess I can say I like making worlds, writing stories, and re-imagined things?
Nice to meet you.
IDK INSIGHT
its not so much that im distant IRL i just get so overwhelmed and anxious on the internet and so much stress and augh lmao
but yeah it's probably the whole INFJ thing because we're a super cool breed like that
ive actually never met someone who like the same everything as me
WHEN I READ EVOLUTION AND POKEMON I WAS LIKE I need this GIRL along with everything else! I used to be really into bones and for the longest time wanted to collect cat and fox skeletons LOL I used to draw them so much but when I moved out when I was 17 and had a lot of time to myself I realized mental illness was literally all in your head and beating it is just a matter of being stronger than the urge to succumb to it
RANTS I'M SORRY
I dunno Ive found the same thing kinda?? I moved out when i was 17 aswell and it really did kind of leave me to dwell in my own head and whatnot. But yeah Ive always just thought I was super introverted until I started getting really bad shakes. like, super bad, they thought i had a thyroid problem :V but noo, apparently im just way too anxious to function haha. So im not on meds so much for my mental health, mostly for my shakes so i can do my work haha.
but YEAH Im like, completely into everything like that just bones and nature and decay???? I love it dont even get me started haha
awww that is super bonkers that your body is making you go through that! with great power comes great here take these meds
yeah I can tell you have your feet firmly on the ground! that's super intense that you need to take meds though because of anxiety aaaa I wouldn't be able to imagine... then again I have a crutch that helps me escape anxieties as well so I guess it's not much different than being prescribed something
it's just too bad that it hasn't or can't be worked through because I know how it feels to suffer from attacks of the anxious sort although I don't get them a lot unless under an extremely emotionally charged situation which I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole
i dunno if youve ever been on them but everything just feels so numb?? i dunno its like everythings been kinda smoothed out so you dont get the really happy feelings any more how gross
omg i was seriously about to go to bed but now im up super late talking to you how dare you
yeah I would hate to be burdened with taking meds, i have to take them now because it got sick and I couldn't feel more.. . needy IDK
I've never taken them before but adderall seems to do the same thing to me, makes me focused but kinda... void. I'm know the feeling you're talking about and while it's a nice escape from the emotional stress aaaa... at the cost of being emotionally dead??? emotions are bad most of the time anyways LOL
YOU SHOULD GO TO BED <3 i have to get to commissions anyways BUT THANK YOU FOR THE GREAT STARE TO THE MORNING lil angel sleep tight
curse you, timezones BUT YEAH UM
SEE YA TOMORROW??
tucks you in checks for monsters leaves the door open a crack