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What is that?........I don't know......A Skunk?
17 years ago
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I just glad that I don't have a monkey on my back now. Because all it does is make my heart grow larger and my stress level jumps skyhigh. I guess that a person like myself know when not to reach out and try (and I do mean try) to help out a friend but just to damn scared to make that next move. Some people just don't have time no to make things happen. I guess that the way things are right now, just suit them. But thats all good, I'm happy, my family & don't have to be upset each & every day. I miss my mother so much, I'm just glad that she was a GREAT role model to me and to the others that knew her.
So now I have to help out a puma from going crazy over depression.
So now I have to help out a puma from going crazy over depression.
Many individual mistaken my generous kindness as a weakness, these days.
All I ever wanted in life, is to make people happy.
I want to make my family happier.
I want to make my friends happier.
God forbid, when that day comes, to make my mate happier.
Everybody, my personal happiness ... it means nothing, not a dame cent.
My enjoyment in life won't have meaning, if I don't have some one to share with.
Go ahead, call me an idiot.
Call me a fucking liar, the bunch of you.
It's the bloody truth, I know that in my heart.
I care too much, to infinitely hate or take ones' life.
I would gladly die for somebody, whom I can call a decent friend.
Sadly, I have few of those, at least those that can prove it.
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Some hearts, you just can't change, no matter what.
I'm just going to say this, here and now.
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Five words ...
I...
Have...
Fucking...
Had...
It...
I'm done wasting my efforts, trying to help people, trying to brighten someone's day.
Just about every person I have meet in this fandom - on a personal level,
you either have serious social problems, or you just don't know what you want.
Jbonez, I grant you an exceptional stance on that, even though you are straight.
I'm sick of having my heart foiled with, being mocked with a hidden agenda, having to
endure the utter ridiculousness of the situations that I have to put-up with.
Frankly, this might not sound to bad, compared to other life's' miseries;
but when you're crippled - in the heart and soul, then that can break character.
I'm at my limit with this furry community, as well as life itself.
If I had the power to do so, I'd extinguish many lives of the face of this dirt-ball.
Some of you, don't even deserve to have what you got, right now.
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Meh. I just don't get it, anymore.