WARNING: Emo-mood, Don't read if you don't want lost yours.


I have a question. Whats so funny with playing with feelings of another person? Is it really that fun? Another person who was close to me did exactly same shit like everyone else, was playing with my feelings, gave me fake hope and left me. Do you guys really want to change me? Treating me like that are changing my mentality, why you guys don't want cute lil shargalon who's all hugable and sweet? You guys want me to be grumpy and emo-ish shargalon who's never smiling or shargalon a'la I-don't-give-a-fuck who's hurting others like they were hurting him in the past? Thats... just so cruel....
I need to find someone who'll kick my ass every time I fall in love again....