Doctor status report

As I already told about in my previous journal (link), my cat had her appointment for surgery today. More specifically, 8 hours, 4 minutes ago.
So, first off, the facts by the vet. First thing was, that the blood loss, as I understood it, was more major than expected - I mean, it already did look like quite some quantity, but I didn't expect it to be such a major problem. The second, and probably far more important aspect, was the cancerous tissue itself. As it turned out, given the information by the vet, our cat was likely having some notable pain due to the cancer bothering her. This was because those two bumps I noticed weren't actually the cancer spots... They were literally the tip of the iceberg. This time, the cancer came back differently - it was all over the place. The vet said, that this was causing her major pain, and even if removed all, she would still be suffering from the after effects. And that if she didn't die now, she would die very soon. On the vet's advice, she was put to sleep for good.
The worst of all? I spent the weekend from friday evening till sunday late evening someplace else. I didn't even have time to say her goodbye. I wasn't there the last few days. And yesterday, I was rubbing through her fluffy fur on her cheek and the neck, which she loved. Well, life goes on - just not for everyone...
We're busy digging the grave at the moment.
Now you can sleep as much as you want - you loved doing that anyways.

Here she is, in my bed
And for her... Halo 2 - Unforgotten