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Mega depressing rant. You've been warned.
17 years ago
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....I might be having a bad day.
....I might be having a bad day.
This isn't right, I shouldn't be feeling like this...I'm not some teenage emo or nutter...At least I don't think so...*hugs again* God I need something good to happen.
Some folks are badass at their jobs or in their art...I was always a badass home maker (its true!). Nothing I can't do...making complicated healthy dinners...feed a house full of people on little or no money...you sick? Well, I can take care of you....You need some laundry done? I'm the one you call...Babysitting?...easy....nesting?...just me at the furniture.
Now...now I just don't know what to do anymore.
Shit, Cat I'm sorry for unloading on you so much...you're so nice and great hon. Thanks for all your help.
I think it is okay for a person to not be strong quite all the time.. if you were, I think, you would be not half as nice because then you would not know sad. Not that it is good to suffer, but that is why there are friends, because when you are not strong then we can be for you!
*hugs hugs and more hugs* I make you dumplings...they too too delicious!!!!!! ^_^
If you need to talk, note me or just shout *hugs more*