Some of you who know me on a more personal basis, might know that I have considered myself to be asexual. I've never been interested in having a sexual relationship with anyone. I've always considered myself to be monogamous, and for many years, I was wanting to have a non-sexual, but romantic relationship with someone I loved. This never worked out, and eventually, I reluctantly gave up the thought of ever being able to be in a romantic, monogamous relationship with someone.

I focused myself upon building a future, living with friends in a kind of collective-type living, and this is what I've been aiming for, for many years now, and completely being set on never getting a partner to share my life with. How could I ever hope to encounter someone who would be interested in being romantically interested in an asexual bull such as myself?

But, unexpected things has been happening lately, turning my world in new and strange, but completely wonderful directions that I would never have predicted, and suddenly, I find myself in an entirely different world. A world I am unaccustomed to, but a world that feels glorious and welcoming. A world that I am eager to make my home, even though I know I am likely to stumble in the beginning, since it is all so new to me.

I am agog! I am aghast! Is Silkyfur in love at last? I've never heard him `ooh' and `aah'

But yes, it is true; I have met someone so immensely wonderful and special, who has awoken feelings within me, feelings that I didn't even know I had. Someone who has caused a deep love to grow within my heart, and that feeling of love only keeps growing stronger for each day. She makes me so happy, just by existing, and I feel I want to do anything for her. Just thinking about her makes me feel so wonderfully good, and I wish it would be possible to spend every single moment in her presence.

I am so happy that we have found each other, and that our love has been able to grow as strong as it now has. She is making me feel like no one else has ever been able to make feel. I don't think anyone else could have "awakened" me in the way that she's been able to do. She is purely amazing.

Who is she? Well... I won't say, just yet. :)

Some of you knows who she is, but let this be our little secret for just a little while.

I love her! <3