It's better to have depression managed with medication and therapy then to fight it by yourself, trust me.

Well... I take them the wrong way but unfortunatley it's like the only way I can cope with things sometimes. By making my mind -numb- if you know what I mean =/

You can always talk to me hun. My ears are always open.

I know I just rather be a little quiet in case I say something really stupid >.<

Understandable hun. *hug*

'know the feelin Mel. Guh, with how much stress n' shit keep stacking up, feels like forever sense I last had any real fun :/ Give it time though, you'll pull through it. You did mention the word 'again', so there's obviously an end to it :)

My health issue is resolving itself but what I mean about the pills is basically -numbing- my mind if ya know what I mean, and I'm sure you do.

Yup. The power of Vodka is strong, the power of pot was stronger, though that last one will lose any decent job chances ><

Well luckily for me my job does not drug test unless you appear under the influence. I NEVER take anything before my shift, I don't do pot nor drink. The pills are free since my dad gives them to me, though not for this reason =/

I really do have physical problems and they help with them and the high is just a bonus >_>

Ohhyeah, I never discriminate against people using drugs of any sorts to get through the day, as long as they dont make others suffer to get there :)

Oh trust me when I take them with the -intent- on getting high I don't go anywhere and I only stay around David. I have enough mental issues I don't need people to have to deal with me once I get like that XD

Will keep my fingers crossed for you dear, for what little that is worth.